“I was in camp to be like. There’s no way any other guy has the same experience I have,” he admitted. “But looking back now, I see, oh, my god, Ben, guy. Like your relationship was a thing, and it was playful and fun, and I can see the connection we had, but it’s pretty clear that there was a deeper bond and a deeper connection, in the end, with Zac. You can see their chemistry, you can see how they play out of each other. “
Ben, who told Nick that it’s been over a year since he’s been on a date outside of the show, said he had reservations about returning because of concerns about having to get over her who previously declined him. But considering how strong his feelings were, Ben knew he had to take his shot, especially considering she had it helped him in his own personal journey.
“I came in and tried to meet a girl, tried to learn something about myself and maybe restore my faith in humanity, and I got all the things that are needed for me,” he continued. “The reason I fell in love with her was the way she made me feel. She kept room for me. She created a space for me to be open and vulnerable. And it was safe, and it was safe, and she did not ‘not run, and she did not chastise me, and she did nothing but just receive me. And for that I am grateful, and I am incredibly grateful for the experience. “